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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

damn FUCKED UP!!

with: 1) GOD SiS.. but over soon..
2) MUM!! FUCKED UP !
3) with myself!!

ROAR!!! i seriously dun understand y she can't just admit her wrong doing or to seriously confide in me.. i feel so cheated and USED!! knn... fking bitch.. just knew some stuffs from her little sis that she actually didn talk to her and didn even return her her eyeshadows that was bought for blogshop!! WTF! i seriously think she's hopeless... flirt with guys when she has a BF.. no wonder they always fking quarrel.. and seriously i think it will not benefit her in any way la.. having onli guys thats interested in her as frens... is all fking bullshit.. and make those really really into her/like her as god bro cus she has bf is also all FKING BULLSHIT!!!

sorry to sae that but seriously u are not making any distance with them zzz.. and keep telling me this is the onli way to maintain as frens and keeping a distance!! FK! when the way u speak is like a bloody bitch.. super cheap la u.. i despise u totally now.. and u MAKE ME PUKE!!!

and fking hell.. at home another matter.. BRO SHOUTS AT ME to keep the clothes.. and i hate him when he shouts at me.. knn.. threw a little temper at my bro and mum gets mad.. KNN.. wad have i done la.. FK! thew 2 ceramic cup into my room and fking made me sweep floor 2 times and i still think there's still fragments on the floor la!!! KNN... FKING ILL TEMPERED BITCH!! ARGH!! hate my mum now seriously.. adding this to the favoritism... zzzzzzz... ROAR!!!

i fking hate myself now!!!!! GAINED WEIGHT... MADE MUM ANGRY CUS I SHOUTED AT MY BRO?! AND IS FKING STAYING AT HOME FOR NTH?!

TMD LA!! WHERE"S ALL THE MOTIVATIONS!!!!
KNs!

Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.