my god sis like becoming to be hopeless to life.. =( she's ignoring ppl.. =x and that asshole stupid pig/monkey is a little depressed cause he's one of the ignored victim.. shall i go visit her later?? and also have lunch there since his daddy cooking it.. aww man.. =x wad's wrong with ppl nowadays?? is life that stress as it seems?? can't we just look at it in another way?? =x
i think i'm so wrong abt life..
cam meeting me later for movie.. can't call through sz PHONE!! if not can drag her along.. =) and i think i'm going to be late if i am going to like go and visit my god sis then meet cam.. =(
I'M ALWAYS LATE~!!
i guess i'm just lazy.. i just dun feel like bothering.. grr.. hate myself like this.. some one slap me ask me wake up can?? decide on something!
=_=
might be watching mystery of some button.. looks interesting.. =)) but i dunno cam want anot sia.. i'll try persuade her?? =x and i need to work extra!!! xD to get $$$ cus i just spend 53 on Clinique Toner (damn good), 85 on Clinique moisturizer (can still improve?), 30 on Zara velvet jacket damn nice.. and i'm wearing size L =) , and i think i'm going to spend more stuff... oh and i need to pay for bill.. $54 for this month.. =( and there goes my 1 mth pay... =x
I NEED TO WORK MORE!!! =D
Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
yeap long time since i blog.. but anyway..
I HAVE BEEN SLACKING ROTTING AND MELTING ON MY ROOM CHAIR!!!!
bloody hell~ i hate this =((
and even badder news.. i'm going back school on april mid.. worst news ever.. and taking 4 modules.. onli 2 modules with confident that i can score if i have no social conflicts, then 1 i dunno wad is that module and another 1 is the module i onli went for 6 classes... O.o
damn.. =x but as wad my daddy said (even though he dunno abt this news) finish it and graduate and it'll be all trouble free.. ^^ then camelia also said.. nv la.. just finish 1 sem not as though u are going to stay for another year.. then i said to myself.. mean time i can work more at starhub? earn some cash while having school? and i have another year to think abt what i want in live??
and for this particular reason i actually gave up the NTU/MOE; "Be a Teacher" thing.. =x
be a teacher is a dream since K2? from my memory la.. =x and now it seems..... SMALL!!! quite sad.. and depressing.. thats y i've rotted since the start of holidays.. went slimming but no motivation at all.. slimed onli another 1 kg.. -.- went to work not motivated too.. even though this guy call yong heng the guy that came in teh company with me one.. still is one of the reason y i'm still working.. AND IT"S NOT THAT I LIKE HIM.. =_=
i just dun wan to PS him.. as after all we are the onli 2 that worked that shift in this RP batch that went over to work.. =) he's a nice guy though.. same age as me.. but i guess he has his aim?? lol~ not interested.. =p
After CNY, i went to have my fringe cut as it's poking into my eyes.. and there's a new hair dresser down the street and it's cheap.. 6 bucks so thinking okay i'll just go have a try and GUESSED WAD~~~!!!!!!!!!!
BLOODY HELL!!!! MY FRINGE ARE NOW SO GAY AND HIDEOUS THAT IT SHALL BE KEPT PINNED TILL IT'S LONG AND TRIMMED BY MYSELF.. GRR!! =_= but this incident quite long le?? so yar..
lastly.. i kinda starting to miss the days i had in pri school, sec school and starting to feel regretful for not being hardworking.. even i think now.. my hamsters also hate me...
i am like no better than an animal now.. oh gawd!
pls lao tian ye/guan yin ma~ help me through or throw me into something so i can be more.. stood up??
I FEEL LIKE A PILE OF MUD NOW!!!
but i'm NOT sad.. =) *o.o contridicting*
Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.
Monday, February 16, 2009
A very owned post.. =x SORRIE!!! >.<
1. How does the world see me? 下雨天 – 南拳妈妈 (o.O)
2. Will i have a happy life? 安静了 – S.H.E 如今我还在原地。。( got so bad ma?!)
3. What do my friends really think of me? 带我走 - 杨丞琳 ( =_=|| someone bring me away pls.. )
4. Do ppl secretly lust after me? 情人 – S.H.E; 2006移动城堡演唱会 (of cos ppl does.. cus I am de 情人xD)
5. How can you be happy? 爱的城堡 - 卓文萱 (yea man~~ someone build me a castle with love.. <33)
6. What shud i do with my life? 庆祝 -杨丞琳 (*opens party* everybody come move it move it~~ xD)
7. Why must life be so full of pain? 月光手札 – S.H.E (wad’s this suppose to mean?? The moon fault??)
8. Will i ever have children? 冷战 -杨丞琳 (erm…)
9. Will i die happy? 不潮不用花錢 - JJ Lin 林俊傑 (yea man~~ let’s dance to the beat)
10. What’s a good advice for me? 只要你快乐 -汪佩蓉 ( asking me to let them be happy?? =x how abt me?? )
11. What is happiness? FM S.H.E 台歌 - S.H.E my dear friend 吃饱了没 睡饱了没 如果太累 对烦恼打个哈欠 不管现在什么时间 都要记得把下弦月挂在你嘴边 九点十一 任何天气 任何地点 耳朵放尖 调整好心的天线 准备收听 快乐分贝 让我们永远陪在你身边 烦恼 忘了 开心的听我们爱的歌 笑着 唱着 fm s.h.e 给你快乐
12. What’s my fav fetish? 直覺 -賴雅妍 ( my sixth sense? xD)
13. What’s ur love life like? Give Me Love - 鄭元暢 & 彭于晏 & 伊藤千晃; Honey And Clover 蜂蜜幸運草 OST Give Me Love （夢醒以前） Give Me Love （用力實現） Give Me Love Give Me Love
You're my baby girl? That's right 遇見你有多幸運 Come on
在五十億人裡面 我多麼幸運能和你面對面 誰決定我們之間 存在著一種不平凡的關聯
14. What’s ur life motto? 不在场 - S.H.E (EH!!?) 阳光透过了纱窗空气微尘飞扬 暑假空了一半散落照片几张 回忆被你占满但你不在场
15. What do your parents think of you? 衝動 – Tanya (well sometime I am kinda like that.. lol)
16. what’s my fav hobby? 妹妹要快樂 - 曹格 (...)
17. What does ur best friend really think of you? 愛上這世界 - 周渝民 ( erm.. me loving the world?? Ofc I do!! =D)
18. What’s the worst thing about you? 七仔 (國語) – S.H.E (ALIEN ME?? O.o)
19. Describe your mind. 仙草蜜 – BY2 (I’M NOT THINKING OF THAT!! LOL~)
20. How will you die? 眼泪笑了 – 刘力杨 (good??!! Bad??!! =_=)
21. How does your crush feel about you? Missing You - 周渝民 (aww… I MISS u badly too~~ ) 深夜的一分鐘 漫長得像一世紀 又期待我掉進 想念你的陷阱裡 困住的舊回憶 像重播的老電影 那時候的你 還是愛著我的你 和你還是朋友 還能與你談談心 卻有些不可以 變成我們的默契 用最遠的靠近 送你轉換的心情 雲淡風輕 過去的已結局
24. Describe the last day of your life. We've Only Just Begun - Joanna Wang 王若琳 (okay… so my last day has just begun?~! )
25. Why does life suck? Don’t Say GoodBye -柯有綸 (look at lyrics ba... I feel like crying~ Tissue Pls ~) 看著你哭的時候特別奇怪 想給的安慰總是說不出來 為何這愛總是拼湊不起來 現在的你為何笑的那麼愉快 因為你 我可以永遠在這等待 因為你 我不會再悲哀
26. Why does life rule? 哭了 - 楊宗緯 ( =_=|| )
27. What will u be famous for? 祝我生日快乐 – 温岚 (so pathetic? I will be famous for wishing myself happy birthday?? =/)
29. Will u achieve your goals? 我不会唱歌 - 星光帮-爱☆星光 精选[昨天 今天 明天] （what has it got to do with I dunno how to sing~ and I know how to sing okay!! =x）
30. What will ur future job be like? 为你而活 - 神木与瞳 (bloody hell~ live for hu sia?? O.O)
31. And your party life? New York State of Mind - Joanna Wang 王若琳 (that’s NOT BAD~ xD)
32. Overall, will u be happy? 出航吧! 幸福快艇 (一起遨遊 演奏版) (HAPPY HAPPY~~ ^^V)
33. Or will u just cope with it? 預感 - Nicky Lee 李玖哲 (lol~~)
Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.
i hate it when A becomes B's follower.. zzz make u like a weakling la~!!!! arg..
but i can't tell u the truth and i left a draft in my phone.. and i dun understand y.. zzz.. you said:" i need to go to sleep cus xiao zhu ask me sleep".
zzzzz... -.- then when u really need sleep u dun sleep.. U VERY GOOD!!! i dun wanna care u nor her le!! and that fked up B is such a FLIRTING/调情 robot, EXPERT LA!! if u haven said that u wanted to stay single i would not have stop u.. u cna go ahead be in relation ship with A la!!! just next time dun ask me out cus i seriously find u really a bitch!! make ur self damn cheap.. and u are rite for once.. ever since u told me abt ur past with the ex-es u had during the missing 2 years i really now starting to find u damn CHEAP!! no wonder ur dad wans to marry u off.. bloody fucker.!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
and it's damn pointless to sae it here!! and i think i roughly know y i say it here and not into ur face.. cus i dunno whether to treat u as my GOOD FREN MA!!! zzzz...
cam really gets my scolding often.. o.O sorry cam.. =x but for ur own good.. :D i think i also gets scolded often.. =x
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