Tuesday, March 3, 2009

This song came up again.. Fahrenheit; 默默..

Its goes like this..

這是一個沒有答案的問題
我感覺我變了OH~誰讓我變了
因為這是一個沒有答案的問題
就被你解開了就那麼解開了

你走過了在這個迷人苦痛的對白
你甚至不讓我知道你對我有多好
慢慢地這份愛悄悄地住下來
深深的在心裡沒人看得出來
安靜的但卻一直都在數你默默的愛

慢慢地這份愛已經變成依賴
漸漸地笑容裡卻讓我充滿期待
不用說我就能夠明白OH你默默的愛

and i find it really really is wad my sis and i is feeling?? and the truth is she actually also know wad i gonna sae and she know wad isit.. LOL!! therefore now is break time for her.. ^^ good news.. and i think i wronged her for not really understanding the situation?! omg.. I'M REALLY SORRY!!

but it's good that we talk it out?? =) and happy tears are rolling not sad one.. ^^

I LOVE THE AIR THAT I"M HAVING NOW~~ ^^

and thanks irene.. =) yesterday when i was at the brink of scolding ppl.. i talked to u and lol~~ ur espressions~~ LOL!! too cute too resist le.. just accept my thank you =)

and YES!! I"M AND TROUBLE FREE once again.. and as usual.. =_= cus i dun angry for long LOL!!..

Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.

Monday, March 2, 2009

listening to 飛輪海 - 默默... and the more i listen to it.. i find it sad but yet sweet.. and kinda the tune suits my mood now..

i'm rather...

-confused
-scared
-wishful
-sad

he said;
" Do it asap before another guy comes into the picture again.."
" From now till Sunday sure got alot of things happen le.."
" No choice.."
" just tell her.. from last nite after k think until today.. thats why decide to tell her asap.. because lidat she not going to be happy de.. even though she claims to be.."

is he right??
i feeling quite frustrated.. and really want to scold her !! but like that i feel that i am being very emotional.. and being too nosy.. i seriously dunno how..
but guess i will do wad is best for her... and waste my time.. =x..

but i guess i'll get over it very fast.. real fast.. and i need to prepare for school.. even though there's still 1 month 2 weeks time left.. but too me i have no time to loose ba.. =)

oh well.. be good winnie.. ^^ 老天爷会保佑你的。。

TO hui jie jie:

This pressure u are having.. is actually not a negative pressure..
there are 2 guys that care for u.. and i know u know it inside out..
but i know.. after u stay at a place long enough, other guys will definitely just slowly walk into ur picture of life.. and to me as a viewer they are distraction..

this YY seem very interested to get to know you.. but i hate his characteristic
he trying to wayang his way to get him notice u de..and even though u said that u have a kor kor to help u spy him but u will never know if ur kor i playing a not too.. life are very unpredictable..

i just want you to know that.. who are the ones are always there for you.. not trying to say anything bad about YY and i know u having fun tricking him to think that u are her gf but do u know that this will bring more harm to u.. more troubles.. and u never know wad he can do...

you should be blessed.. that 2 persons are trying their best to be the one for you.. and then i want you to know.. we are not getting any younger le.. as from what i can see.. u are indecisive on who u want to be with even when u are with a guy and u claim to be a 24 hr gf good for them and stuffs.. but sometime u are controlling them instead and not caring and loving them.. like a dog marking ur territory.. take me and UR piggy when i talk to him onli u think that we have smth going on..

i want you to frankly tell me... do you always get disrupted in your relationship when suddenly another guy enters the picture??!!

and also don't u get it? its because someone suddenly enter ur life.. someone suddenly that keeps talking to you.. then THINGS become more complicated?.. esp ur LIFE!!

Love,
Winnie Mei
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even though the above letter to my jie part is HJ's work.. but half is mine of wadever i want to sae.. and i believe she won't be reading this ba..

Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.


okay i'll blog extra.. =.=

cos got pics long owned too.. lol~ all the below happen during CNY period when we go visit our pri teacher.. ^^

















Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

i saw this on facebook~ lol..
____________________________

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology"

THEREFORE THIS POST IS CALLED:

~WINNIEOLOGY~

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
Thousand island and that italian thingy

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
LOL~ i couldn't count that!

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
Hard Boiled Egg.. lol~

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
CHEESEE~, pineapple, HAMMY~, tomato sauce, green pepper, hotdog? xD

What do you like to put on your toast?
melted cheese, butter and sugar erm.. some times HAM too~

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
1 working 1 spoilt lol~

What color of cell phone do you have?
PINK =P

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Teeth? o.o

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
1 BIG lugguage and a side bag packed with jacket, food, camera, sunglasses, drinks, psp, money, tissue, sun block..

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
No

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
YES? so i know when i can plan all the things i want to do etc.. =D

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I LOVE MY NAME WINNIE~ xD

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Yes! I would if it's Tabasco sauce haha

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
1 =x i wan more..

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
EH??

Last person you talked to?
SY, HJ, god sis..

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
WINTER!! especially when it's SNOWING~ <3

Holiday?
Taiwan, Korea and Japan!! maybe thailand too~ SHOPPING~

Day of the week?
WED <3

Month?
DEC =P

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
YES~ Ms Irene Lee, Ms Monica Tay, Ms Chin Sze Yun

Mood?
o.o BORED.

What are you listening to?
不能說的愛你; Honey And Clover 蜂蜜幸運草 OST; 許書豪

Watching?
The computer screen and side seeing my phone..

Worrying about?
My god sis.. HJ driving, my life.. =x

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
My hamster house.. lol~

What's the last movie you saw?
Kungfu Cook.. forget the correct name lol~ new movie.. =P

Do you smile often?
YES!! =D i love to smile..

QUESTIONS

1)Do you always answer your phone?
Yes when i can hear them ring~ xP

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
CAMELIA!!! =.=

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
GREY~ they're cool xP

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
wad's sonic??

5) Do you own a digital camera?
Yes.. ms pinky~

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
yes..

7) Favorite Christmas song?
Last christmas esp sung by DBSK <3

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
now too early to think of one.. lol~

9) Can you do push ups?
yes less than 5 lol~

10) Can you do a chin up?
NO WAY!

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Both!

12) Do you have any saved texts?
yupp

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
Nope

14) Do you have an accent?
YES i think?? some times britian, sometime hokkien some time singaporean lol!

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
MARLEY AND ME the ending song.. =(

16) Plans tonight?
EH... have dinner?? lol~

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yes DEFINITELY esp now.. =x

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
1. MILO
2. CLinque TONER AND MOISTURIZER.. =x
3. ZARA velet jacket.. nice~~ <3

19) Have you ever been given roses?
Yup.. =.=

20) Current worry?
should i go bathe and meet god sis up?? o.O gonna be odd one.. zzz

21) Current hate right now?
my god sis.. -.- aww gwad.. =x

22) Met someone who changed your life?
Haven yet ba.. lol~

23) How did you bring in the New Year!
Clean and mop my SMELLY room XD

24) What song represents you?
None! lol~ cus i'm unique and random .. xP

25) Name three people who might complete this?
IRENE, SONG ZHI and whoever reading this.. HEE..

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night
waiting for cab at company to go home to sleep lol~

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Shit! I'm super late for SCHOOL/ EXCERCISE!! lol

Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.

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