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Monday, September 21, 2009

Becoming to be in love with this song.. =)

it's call: "Stand By U" by DBSK

meaningful lyrics and kinda sad~
see the lyrics and u'll understand~

The day you left without the words of leaving
This roads scenery and scent seems as if it was changed
The promises we exchanged because I want to be your everything
It was never kept and changes into memories

That time when you were crying alone, if I ran straight to you
Would you still have been by my side?
If I could, I want to say it one more time, that I really like you
My hearts desire for you and my words cant reach you anymore

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
Im here and still here
believing that both of you will meet again

I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you

When you bring me to my mind of your back side with your hair tied
I misunderstood that person over and over again, who looked back
Everytime my phone rang I prayed that it was your name
and lived liked that each day like a wretch

I said Id forget you but that was a lie, the truth was I simply didnt want to forget you
If behaving as if I didnt care was me, I dont need that anymore
A happiness that couldnt be felt when youre not here
No matter how I try I cant easily stop the tears flowing

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
Im here and still here
believing that both of you will meet again

Thats why Im calling your name by myself
I dont think I can accept this mournful heart
But theres no ways anymore besides that way

You shined even when you were just here
But those times will never come back again
Even if there is a problem, even if I lose something
I never want to forget that I loved you

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
Im here and still here
believing that both of you will meet again

I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you
I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you

Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.

Sunday, September 13, 2009
Stand By U - by, DBSK

JJ: Since that day you left without saying goodbye
The sights and smells of this town feel strange
YH: We made promises, I wanted to be everything to you
But they were not kept, they become memories

CM: When you cried alone, if I had flown straight to you
Would you still be beside me?
YC: If I could I’d say it again, I love you
Now the words of how I feel for you cannot touch you

JJ: Wondering where you are, and with who
What makes you laugh, what you are wearing
JS: I am here, still here
I believe that the two of us will meet again

YH: My feelings unchanged
YC: I'm just thinking of you

YH: I remember your back, your tied-up hair
Repeatedly mistaking someone else for you, until they look back
CM: Every time my phone rings, I expect it will be you
I suffer all day

JJ: I lied saying I would forget you, I only really want to remember
JS: Acting like I don't care, I don't need this anymore
I do not feel happy without you
Tears fall, although I try my best they will not stop immediately

YC: Wondering where you are, and with who
What makes you laugh, what you are wearing
JJ: I am here, still here
I believe that the two of us will meet again

YH: So now I'm so alone, calling your name
CM: I do not and can not accept this sadness
But I have no other choice

JJ: I seemed to see you shining here
But that time can never come back
JS: Whatever happens, whatever I lose
I never want to forget loving you

YC: Wondering where you are, and with who
What you dream of, why you smile
JJ: Right here, even now I’m still here
I believe that some day I can meet you

YH: My feelings unchanged
YC: I'm just thinking of you
JS: My feelings unchanged
JJ: I'm just thinking of you

Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.
I did not ask for such stuffs to happen and when it really happened, it was just onli a moment of happiness, awkwardness, and even more disappointment.

pointless to maintain that when it was not from both sides.. so i should just let it go let it fly to a place where it should land but most probably not into a place where there is me. maybe i was just born to be hated.. that's life.. u never know wad's gonna happen next..

and this is the first time in my life that i kinda felt that staying happy is so tough and it'll onli hurt urself and maybe other ppl..

had smiled lesser felt more depression and could understand that actually from the start i am always alone..

Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009
well.. i think i'm really getting more and more crazy more and more do not know how to express myself.. like kinda losing some stuffS? but not really know wad..

and yar.. heeding some advise to just stay still and quiet.. =)

also think i'm getting into some trouble? i THINK la.. =.= abt my work.. damn it man i so dun wanna have this black record.. =x

and and!! camelia has no replies to my email.. think she's given up on me ba.. so does that mean out 7 years of friendship is gone just like that?! omg!! i can't think any furthur!!! >.<

some one make me cry pls!! just cry once more so i could sleep at night~ =

Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009
think this blogger got prob huh.. wtf!!

wadever i typed out in one breath cus i'm angry is like half post.. =,=

and i'm so not gonna repeat myself.. anyway this is really rubbish!! i just onli onli onli hope that we could just talk naturally?! i know no one gonna read it but it's bottling up!!! argh!! and winnie can't hold it in with no one to talk to!!! >.<

i'm also starting to miss sy!!! she's so convinient last time la!! >.< not like i can just ask her out or smth.. but with her ard here seems like better for me and moni which both of us seems lazy to contact each other.. lols.. and another thing is.. poor sy!! =x though she's sad but she's not saying it.. =) i <3 her courage and endurance. =x

cried over cam's matter, over sis's matter and myself.. =S did know y i cried but i just did.. ain't good.. =x

Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.

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