and onli now i start to update.. lols.. this year birthday quite not bad.. get to get out of hse, explore orchard's new shopping malls, got a berry pie from sy, dinner treat by sz, a bronze nail polish and choco spoon from sze yun and moni.. -.- a upcoming prezzie from irene soon.. ivan sae getting me a wallet :) and i got myself lols.. a nice tee, a nice bag, a nice jeans! ^^
even though i got mixed feelings for that day.. but at least end of the day, i'm tired, smiled alot and i made a pun.. lols.. spot cow [sport cow] hahaha!!! came that out with sports car.. didn know wad's wrong.. hahaha!!! just find it hilarious for me.. hahahaa!!!
Christmas!! rather happy.. even though spend whole day at home on the actual day but...
23/12: dinner with ivan and his fren yoga.. lols.. and yes no doubt it's ivan again and no doubt his fren's name is really that yoga that yoga.. hahaha!! charming guy! >.< talked alot with him instead of ivan! lols!!
24/12: subway with ivan.. yes ivan again.. half day of training that day! damn shoik! cus they sent the system for backup! hahaha!! damn shoik! :P but still can't movie early.. :( cus shu yi last min decided to join! xD but onli able to make it at night! :X anyway we 3 caught the 9.50pm movie! ended damn late! good! xD i like.. :P neglected ivan for a long moment.. :x not good.. felt bad.. but ivan said it's okay.. but he also said cus he got nth to talk in girls topic! >.< y like this?! can still talk de ma.. :X
NVM! lols.. at least during dinner we had topic~ :)
25/12: wanted to go out with ivan to get his stuffs.. but his dad called home and asked him to pack for the malacca trip! so outing canceled and change plan to game but! my dad!! ROAR!! onli manage to play with him awhile at 10... -.- damn lame.... then after like a round or 2 need to sleep le.. :(
26/12 7.30am: he on his way to malacca.. msged me morning! and talked to me till now.. maybe cus he's just bored.. :(
but at least we talked......
27/12: WHICH IS TMR! MOVIE MARATHON WITH SHU YI!! xD 1) CHIPMUNKS 2) SHERLOCK HOLMES xD
happy week! xD
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Saturday, December 5, 2009
I THINK I SHOULD TAKE UP PHOTOGRAPHY!!!
AND I REALLY DO!!! >.<
IT'S MY THING I FIND!! AND I LOVE THEM!! BUT HOW TO DO IT WELL??
ANYONE BE MY MODEL?!
SOME ONE LEND ME UR DSLR FOR 1 MONTH!!! PLEASSSEEESEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009
damn...
no more sms from him le.. 2 days already.. y is it that he's always making me get used to sms him then put me hanging there... argh...
and i'm like listening to 丁噹 - 可以不可以
quite sad.. :X
and i love : 丁噹 - 我愛他
:x
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Monday, November 30, 2009
SHE smsed..
still speechless.. didn know wad to reply and decided to ask who's her.. which obviously i know who was it...
fake deleted her number.. she ask wad happened and i smirked.. went even speechless..
she claimed i talked to her sis and didn know wad's going on between me and hj.. and well.. not for a common fren of me and hj; implying her, me and hj could still talk.. and i would not have lost a bro..
she claimed that she wans to know wad's going on and kinda not want to have our relationship soured.. but i believe that after this whole month or even more than a month already.. she 's just giving me excuses, putting on a show, and making use of me.. which i didn mind b4.. but for now.. i felt even worst then 2 years ago...
i tell myself.. it's okay.. since our grp of frens are rather not clashed and the onli common fren, hj, is also now gone.. maybe it's time for me to leave her world and not her leaving mine....
she's definitely gonna be fine.. and i guess in me i know it very very clear that she IS really gonna be very fine and i should now on not matter nor care any of their stuffs...
I'm cleared now.. :) and it's time to move on.. i still have a small grp of frens.. :) and i can still make new ones.. :) and i felt so much better.. life's better too.. :D even though i'm still quite rather alone.. :x
Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
OMFG!!!! i totally am speechless.... to have such a fking god sis.. treating hj as my fking fren... omfg...
i really am am am total speechless...
i seriously dun understand wad had happened neither wad ever they are saying behind my back.. omfg i seriously got nth to sae.. treated her like a fren but yet this is wad i get... i break ppl's relationship? proof?
i do have my own logic or wad they sae nonsense advice.. but i do not fking hell make them listen to me rite?! i onli advise.. i still like who they are wad!!!
omfg.. i seriously didn know ppl has such heart.. such hearing.. such i dunno wd fk la...
maybe like wad my dad is rite.. should not even have met her up again 2 years ago.. should not have went out with them.. should not had told her my darkest secret even though my even darker ones i was not honest with her..
omfg.. damn big impact.. if i haven't even start talking to tiger i would still be hid in the dark.. omg omg omg.. dun even know is good or bad to know this.. wah..!!!
i still feel the 100 knife stabbing hard into me.. in all directions; up, down, left, right....
need time again... to recover... damn fking shocking.. omfg.. but leen(tiger) is really right... wah!! need to thank god(lao tian ye) cus he let me rested for nearly a month to connect back with sz sy that bunch of ppl, talked with ivan like never b4.. wah.. then let me know the truth.. hah!!!
THANKS LEEN!!! hearts u to bits already!!
omfg.. really need to open my eye and set up a barrier already... and really need to thank them in the end..
TO THE MOST GRATEFUL HJ AND SH:
i really need to thank u guys for letting me know the truth by my most hated way.. seriously.. u guys are the greatest.. teaching me lots of things..
i was once happy cus i was with u guys.. really happy.. knew abt social stuffs.. knew abt games.. knew abt songs.. knew abt life.. alot jui dui le la!! but now for the very last time..
really thanks for coming into my life once.. for hui; twice. really thanks alot and hopefully u guys can just treasure wad u guys have now and i think i'm leaving u guys for good.. maybe worst in ur opinion? i dunno also.. so yar..
last BIG THANK YOU and a HUG! :D
Thanks..
LOVE, WINNIE
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