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Monday, November 30, 2009

SHE smsed..

still speechless.. didn know wad to reply and decided to ask who's her.. which obviously i know who was it...

fake deleted her number.. she ask wad happened and i smirked.. went even speechless..

she claimed i talked to her sis and didn know wad's going on between me and hj.. and well.. not for a common fren of me and hj; implying her, me and hj could still talk.. and i would not have lost a bro..

she claimed that she wans to know wad's going on and kinda not want to have our relationship soured.. but i believe that after this whole month or even more than a month already.. she 's just giving me excuses, putting on a show, and making use of me.. which i didn mind b4.. but for now.. i felt even worst then 2 years ago...

i tell myself.. it's okay.. since our grp of frens are rather not clashed and the onli common fren, hj, is also now gone.. maybe it's time for me to leave her world and not her leaving mine....

she's definitely gonna be fine.. and i guess in me i know it very very clear that she IS really gonna be very fine and i should now on not matter nor care any of their stuffs...

I'm cleared now.. :) and it's time to move on.. i still have a small grp of frens.. :) and i can still make new ones.. :) and i felt so much better.. life's better too.. :D even though i'm still quite rather alone.. :x

Your smile makes everything seem perfect to me.