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Sunday, November 29, 2009

OMFG!!!! i totally am speechless.... to have such a fking god sis.. treating hj as my fking fren...
omfg...

i really am am am total speechless...

i seriously dun understand wad had happened neither wad ever they are saying behind my back.. omfg i seriously got nth to sae.. treated her like a fren but yet this is wad i get... i break ppl's relationship? proof?

i do have my own logic or wad they sae nonsense advice.. but i do not fking hell make them listen to me rite?! i onli advise.. i still like who they are wad!!!

omfg.. i seriously didn know ppl has such heart.. such hearing.. such i dunno wd fk la...

maybe like wad my dad is rite.. should not even have met her up again 2 years ago.. should not have went out with them.. should not had told her my darkest secret even though my even darker ones i was not honest with her..

omfg.. damn big impact.. if i haven't even start talking to tiger i would still be hid in the dark.. omg omg omg.. dun even know is good or bad to know this.. wah..!!!

i still feel the 100 knife stabbing hard into me.. in all directions; up, down, left, right....

need time again... to recover... damn fking shocking.. omfg.. but leen(tiger) is really right... wah!! need to thank god(lao tian ye) cus he let me rested for nearly a month to connect back with sz sy that bunch of ppl, talked with ivan like never b4.. wah.. then let me know the truth.. hah!!!

THANKS LEEN!!! hearts u to bits already!!

omfg.. really need to open my eye and set up a barrier already... and really need to thank them in the end..

TO THE MOST GRATEFUL HJ AND SH:

i really need to thank u guys for letting me know the truth by my most hated way.. seriously.. u guys are the greatest.. teaching me lots of things..

i was once happy cus i was with u guys.. really happy.. knew abt social stuffs.. knew abt games.. knew abt songs.. knew abt life.. alot jui dui le la!! but now for the very last time..

really thanks for coming into my life once.. for hui; twice. really thanks alot and hopefully u guys can just treasure wad u guys have now and i think i'm leaving u guys for good.. maybe worst in ur opinion? i dunno also.. so yar..

last BIG THANK YOU and a HUG! :D

Thanks..

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