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Saturday, November 21, 2009

no more smses, no more calls, no more complains, no more mac at late night, no more "double dating".. and alot of no more ever since that last sms...

did not understand what had happened.. i do not think i did anything wrong.. but yea.. she just lost contact even though our last sms is:" winnie will u still mind(despise me) as fren" [something like that la.. lols.. my reply:" Nope i don't mind even though the way we treat frens very differently.."

thats all and no more contact... even hj also kinda blocked me.. :x wadever la!! tot i could have a kor to talk to and someone to ask some questions abt person.. zzz..

maybe my dad was right to not care abt frens that much.. i think i cared too much.. making my life a mess and failures are all i see.. oh well..

tmr should be a good day out.. :) with sz, shu yi, Ivan! to sentosa~ hopefully i could break the ice between everyone.. lols!! cus all are related to me but not with each other.. hahaha!!! let them expand network!! :)

realised onli worked 4 days this month! and it's so wrong of me! wwtf!! need to buck up next week.. make myself work at least 2 days!! wed, fri and sat and maybe SUN!! :X

need the money la.. dun blame alrite!! hardly u could see winnie so hardworking!! :D
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Sy coming back on the 3rd of dec!! going out on the 5th!! xD MISSED HER SOO MUCH!! hope dec i so not gonna spend too much.. if not gonna eat into my perth savings.. zzz.. -.-

need to get some of the clinique stuffs too soon!! $$ needed again.. damn.. and clinique cost a bomb! :X

oh well.. these are life.. :) and just to add on..

* jie ar.. dunno wad's going on.. and i got a feeling that i am being speaked abt at my back.. even though i dun mind cus anyway i'm hated.. but just to let u know somewhat ur sis might be rite not all.. but some.. and u are forgiven by me.. but pls dun take advantage cus i'm nice..

and HJ; pls come online?! i got alot of things to ask u!! [ but u won't ba cus u dunno my blog.. lols!!] *

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