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Monday, March 2, 2009

listening to 飛輪海 - 默默... and the more i listen to it.. i find it sad but yet sweet.. and kinda the tune suits my mood now..

i'm rather...

-confused
-scared
-wishful
-sad

he said;
" Do it asap before another guy comes into the picture again.."
" From now till Sunday sure got alot of things happen le.."
" No choice.."
" just tell her.. from last nite after k think until today.. thats why decide to tell her asap.. because lidat she not going to be happy de.. even though she claims to be.."

is he right??
i feeling quite frustrated.. and really want to scold her !! but like that i feel that i am being very emotional.. and being too nosy.. i seriously dunno how..
but guess i will do wad is best for her... and waste my time.. =x..

but i guess i'll get over it very fast.. real fast.. and i need to prepare for school.. even though there's still 1 month 2 weeks time left.. but too me i have no time to loose ba.. =)

oh well.. be good winnie.. ^^ 老天爷会保佑你的。。

TO hui jie jie:

This pressure u are having.. is actually not a negative pressure..
there are 2 guys that care for u.. and i know u know it inside out..
but i know.. after u stay at a place long enough, other guys will definitely just slowly walk into ur picture of life.. and to me as a viewer they are distraction..

this YY seem very interested to get to know you.. but i hate his characteristic
he trying to wayang his way to get him notice u de..and even though u said that u have a kor kor to help u spy him but u will never know if ur kor i playing a not too.. life are very unpredictable..

i just want you to know that.. who are the ones are always there for you.. not trying to say anything bad about YY and i know u having fun tricking him to think that u are her gf but do u know that this will bring more harm to u.. more troubles.. and u never know wad he can do...

you should be blessed.. that 2 persons are trying their best to be the one for you.. and then i want you to know.. we are not getting any younger le.. as from what i can see.. u are indecisive on who u want to be with even when u are with a guy and u claim to be a 24 hr gf good for them and stuffs.. but sometime u are controlling them instead and not caring and loving them.. like a dog marking ur territory.. take me and UR piggy when i talk to him onli u think that we have smth going on..

i want you to frankly tell me... do you always get disrupted in your relationship when suddenly another guy enters the picture??!!

and also don't u get it? its because someone suddenly enter ur life.. someone suddenly that keeps talking to you.. then THINGS become more complicated?.. esp ur LIFE!!

Love,
Winnie Mei
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even though the above letter to my jie part is HJ's work.. but half is mine of wadever i want to sae.. and i believe she won't be reading this ba..

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