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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

yeap long time since i blog.. but anyway..

I HAVE BEEN SLACKING ROTTING AND MELTING ON MY ROOM CHAIR!!!!

bloody hell~ i hate this =((

and even badder news..
i'm going back school on april mid.. worst news ever.. and taking 4 modules.. onli 2 modules with confident that i can score if i have no social conflicts, then 1 i dunno wad is that module and another 1 is the module i onli went for 6 classes... O.o

damn.. =x but as wad my daddy said (even though he dunno abt this news) finish it and graduate and it'll be all trouble free.. ^^ then camelia also said.. nv la.. just finish 1 sem not as though u are going to stay for another year.. then i said to myself.. mean time i can work more at starhub? earn some cash while having school? and i have another year to think abt what i want in live??

and for this particular reason i actually gave up the NTU/MOE; "Be a Teacher" thing.. =x

be a teacher is a dream since K2? from my memory la.. =x and now it seems..... SMALL!!!
quite sad.. and depressing.. thats y i've rotted since the start of holidays.. went slimming but no motivation at all.. slimed onli another 1 kg.. -.- went to work not motivated too.. even though this guy call yong heng the guy that came in teh company with me one.. still is one of the reason y i'm still working.. AND IT"S NOT THAT I LIKE HIM.. =_=

i just dun wan to PS him.. as after all we are the onli 2 that worked that shift in this RP batch that went over to work.. =) he's a nice guy though.. same age as me.. but i guess he has his aim?? lol~ not interested..
=p

After CNY, i went to have my fringe cut as it's poking into my eyes.. and there's a new hair dresser down the street and it's cheap.. 6 bucks so thinking okay i'll just go have a try and GUESSED WAD~~~!!!!!!!!!!

BLOODY HELL!!!! MY FRINGE ARE NOW SO GAY AND HIDEOUS THAT IT SHALL BE KEPT PINNED TILL IT'S LONG AND TRIMMED BY MYSELF.. GRR!!
=_= but this incident quite long le?? so yar..

lastly.. i kinda starting to miss the days i had in pri school, sec school and starting to feel regretful for not being hardworking.. even i think now.. my hamsters also hate me...

i am like no better than an animal now.. oh gawd!

pls lao tian ye/guan yin ma~ help me through or throw me into something so i can be more.. stood up??

I FEEL LIKE A PILE OF MUD NOW!!!

but i'm NOT sad.. =)
*o.o contridicting*

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